Diary about Crnjanski 
                    ON THE OCCASION OF RECENT 120TH  ANNIVERSARY FROM THE BIRTH OF MILOŠ CRNJANSKI (1893–1977), ”THE MOST LOVED  SERBIAN WRITER” (2) 
                        With a Taste of Final Migration 
                        Although slandered, mostly  by those who stole what belonged to his greatness, Crnjanski keeps shining over  all the Serbias of this and the hirer world even today. His ”Sumatraism” is not  sentimental, but ecstatic and erotic. Such eroticism is not (only) physical but  a mystical experience of being. It is the plane of existence accessible only to  the greatest poets and, of course, gods  
                    Prepared by: Vesna Kapor  
                     
                    All the  Loves of Miloš Crnjanski 
                     Born in Vojvodina, an offspring of  Vojvodina Serbs tired of fighting against changing of religions and extinction,  descendent of border guards who longed for Serbia as a ”fever and painful  hallucination”, already as a boy infected with love for the community, for his  people. As a veteran of war in which he did not shoot his countrymen (but  through his rifle he had to look at Russians whom he loved to the point of  worship), he suffered the so called ”man’s sorrow”, and he turned away from the  love for woman and her body to the love for nature. (Disappointed by your  weary body, / I curiously caress the lewd and soft / big eyes of the plants.)  He searched for happiness in this world, and this search led him high and far, to  Sumatra and Hyperborea. The skies and forests gave him back his lightness and  transparency, power to connect countries, nature and people. Enchanted with the  skies of Italy, in the spring of 1921, he went to Tuscany, where the humanity  had formerly restored itself in the Renaissance, to find recipe for joy. In  order to return joy, the silver arc, to its people, but also to all of his dreary  and miserable Slavs. 
                      In Tuscany he also found his Srem, the  homeland that, together with Karlovci and Fruška, he had chosen himself. Karlovci,  as the quintessence of the spirit of Vojvodina Serbs, as well as the love  suburb of Belgrade, are covered by the shadow of Branko –shadow of the first  Serbian poet, romantic, who sang about the joys of life. He wanted happiness,  but he was not able to be happy alone. And that Serbia that he longed for, the  country for which he ”was tired to exhilarate”, would not always return that  love. Grateful to Belgrade for giving him the ”most beautiful of its girls”, he  sang a song of songs to it. Laza Kostić raised, up to the absolute, his Lenka, Miloš  Crnjanski his Belgrade.   
                       He placed men-soldiers in the foreground  on the stage of ancestors whose life lived again in novels dedicated to the key  archetype of Serbian people, people who never knew their limits. In the shadow  of migrations the world of women remained, women who are, in the eyes of Miloš  Crnjanski, all beautiful, in words of one of the people who knows his works the  best. Although, as a writer, he was also touched by their misery – abandoned  destinies connected with home – and although in his role of a journalist, despite  ridicules, he sincerely wanted to discover ”where the happiest woman of  Yugoslavia lived”, the heroes of Crnjanski – who, like aged Casanova, ”burnt  out and became cold as salamanders” – women are always distant and  incomprehensible. And when queens and princesses are offered to them, falter  only when they take pity, or fall in love into the shadow of the one who is  deceased. 
                      The wife Vidosava Ružić, with whom he  experienced love in Tuscany – and whose last wish was to, together with  her husband ”turn into ashes” – he loved her in the childless marriage with  love that is combined with care and tenderness of a parent. She followed him on  his journeys everywhere where the coincidence-comedian would take him. In  constant migrations they left behind books and modest property. The fate of  warn out and discarded armchairs from the old hotel, in which Mrs. Crnjanski saw  the seed of her desired and dreamed home, was to stay in Rome. That is why in  Venice, that Jakšić’s ”blue bride of the green sea”, scared with t he shadow of  new war disaster, Miloš and Vida looked into the future from the window of an  old luxurious hotel ”Danieli”. That future brought them to a snowy English  winter where, frozen by foreignness, they came to the verge of suicide. Did he,  Crnjanski, then, in the ice-cold London mirage, hallucinate that mysterious  Venice girl to whom Rilke dedicated one song? Pia di Valmarana... ”what a woman  she was”... Where did that folder with the hidden secret disappear? Is that  life or a dream? Life bigger than literature? 
                    And friends? Friends, mostly from war, both  those from the European fronts and those from avant-garde cohorts, warriors of  the post-war battles against ”evil wizards”, were disappearing – crossing to  other camps, declared him dead, left him defaced and lonely,  turned in memories into a scream and sound of a monster from distorted mirrors  of the past. Scolded and slandered by those who enjoyed positions, reputation  and honors, in exile and at home – and who did it knowing that they were  stealing from a man who was by all means above them – Miloš Crnjanski is today,  despite all that, the most loved Serbian writer. That love is not expressed in  triumphal processions and ceremonies – our care about our greatest national  values still resembles a torn lace from a neglected grave in a small village of  Banat. But he was a poet with power of a prophet and magician and he recognize  us in the future, just like he sensed the condition in  the country of his twenty five years old exile. He saw everybody who loved him  as the greatest Serbian writer of the 20th century and, in this  vision, we were that barefoot unknown child who approached him and gave him a  hug. 
                    Gorana Raičević 
                    Seductive Crnjanski 
                                           Miloš Crnjanski has the role of a rebel  in Serbian literature: he easily twisted the ladders of values, rushed across  borders that were considered unbridgeable, underneath the emotional raggedness  he was hiding an artistic world arranged down to the last detail and, to his  reader, no matter how elastic a spirit he would have, he constantly moved the  base of culture underneath his feet. Even today it is not clear how he managed  to do all that. 
                      Sumatraism, for which Crnjanski is most  recognizable, at first glance is only a version of escapism: wounded and  designated, his heroes turn to imaginary areas of happiness from which, like  children, they expect consolation. But, while escapism is for the broken ones,  this ”smad poetic theory” is bursting with energy that brings together  immeasurable phenomena and encourages them to i nterpret one another.  Discovering the order based on unconditional love and all-pervasive connections,  Sumatraism brings the meaning back to the (hideous, destroyed) world. Poetic  images in which it could only be understood were created in unimaginable connections  of sensations and intertwined with hallucinations, and they  do not imply harmony of a man with nature, but with infinity. 
                      Although it is often understood on the  lowest level of emotionality, Sumatraism is actually not sentimental, but  ecstatic and erotic: with exciting moves of intonation, in tempo that is rising  and falling in increased intervals, with senses of heroes to whom what is  physically impossible to experience is available, and even those poetic images  that look as if they are swinging and trembling, Crnjanski reaches that  mindless, authentically creative level of existance; it cannot be utopian, because  it was not created by human standards. Such eroticism is not (only) a physical,  but also mystical experience of being voluntarily surrendered to (the unknown  and disturbing, but comforting) infinity, which in turn gives him the border  experience of complete freedom (from everything transient) and pre-taste of  dying (as the final migration). 
                    That plane of existence is accessible only  to the greatest of poets. And gods, of course. 
                    Vesna Trijić  
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